Selfless Love Part 5

Especial thanks to TJ and Tinu for suggesting the lovely song for last part and this Smile
Part 5 

How could she think so low of him, how could she disgrace his love? Oh God why didn’t I just die… kill me… please. I no longer want to live… I can’t bear her distrust… Please… have mercy

 

 

Music played in the background as if depicting his broken heart

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XcfziSUJEN4

(Please listen to this song, this is a Maaneet VM made by sohaila, the song perfectly suited the OS hence referring, the scenes don’t always depict the OS but it is awesome work she made for our beloved serial. Hope she doesn’t mind my sharing the link of her VM)

 

kab tak yaad karun main us ko, kab tak ashk bahaaoun

kab tak yaad karun main us ko, kab tak ashk bahaaoun
yaaro! rab se dua karo, main us ko bhool jaaoun

main us ko bhool jaaoun, main us ko bhool jaaoun

main us ko bhool jaaoun, main us ko bhool jaaoun

 

He had completely broken down under her torturous accuses, weeping blood. He just couldn’t absorb her distrust, her doubt, her abuse, her hate, it broke his heart in thousand pieces but yet his heart couldn’t even despise her one bit. It still just loved her selflessly.

aaj bhi us ka chehra meri aankhon mein rehta hai
us ki chaahat ka ek dariya is dil mein behta hai
qatra qatra khoon badan ka us ki yaad nichore
saari duniya choote, us ki yaad na peecha chore
aankhain band karun to us ko apne paas main paaoun
yaaro! rab se dua karo, main us ko bhool jaaoun
main us ko bhool jaaoun, main us ko bhool jaaoun

His heart still beated only for her. Neither could he bear the insult and humiliation of his love by her nor could he loathe or forget her for even a single moment. Every ounce of his flesh and blood still adored her, treasured her like always even after she destroyed his very existence.
main ne ishq kiya tha us ki saza bhi main ne paai
uth na paaounga jeevan bhar, aisi thokar khaai
sab kuch karna is duniya main, dil na yaar lagaana
mera jesa ishq tumhain bhi kar de ga deewaana
dil jalta hai, kese tum ko dil ke daagh dikhaaoun
yaaro! rab se dua karo, main us ko bhool jaaoun

main us ko bhool jaaoun, main us ko bhool jaaoun

main us ko bhool jaaoun, main us ko bhool jaaoun

 

His condition was worse than death, his Jaan had punished him for his selfless love. Tears were pouring endlessly, before even they stopped as there was nothing left. He was just lying there like a lifeless body whose soul had been brutally butchered by the one whom he still loved. What an irony?

 

 

Here Meera finally jolted out of her shock when Maan had banged the door while exiting.

 

Meera (tears flowing from her eyes to see such disrespect of his divine love. Geet had so brutally crushed his heart under her feet today): Just shut up Geet.

 

Geet (almost insane): You toh don’t talk to me, you are an accomplice in his hideous crime, you betrayed me, you supported him in his betrayal. You are my sister but still you hid this fact that he has HIV. How could you deceive me like this?

 

Meera (screaming at the top of her lungs not able to bear her humiliate his pure love, throwing the file on her face): Just look at the truth first. These are all your reports. You had tested positive and not him.

 

 

Geet: But the report I saw…

 

Meera: Just shut up your filthy mouth and listen to me. Open the first report. See the date, you had tested positive while he didn’t have any HIV. Do you know when I showed him this report what did he say. How will you know, you toh just made a mockery of his selfless love. He just asked me rather begged me to tell him that you can be cured. He didn’t even once ask how you contracted it. When I asked him if he wanted to know, he simply said “My Geet can never be wrong, it must be some medical negligence due to which she got infected and I won’t leave the people responsible for it.” And you what did you do, you accused him of sleeping with someone else. How could you Geet, how could you demean his love like this? How could you blame him of betrayal? How could you?

 

Geet (Tears were pouring out of her eyes… she murmured… dying of guilt): Oh my God what have I done…

 

Meera: This is just the beginning of the grave mistakes you did. You charged him of using your body for his dirty ideas when he knew he was infected. I don’t know how could you humiliate his true love like this, he risked his life that night despite knowing you were positive just because you were broken and devastated. He didn’t once think but laid his everything in front of you to calm you, soothe you. You know what he answered when I questioned him if he had gone crazy to make love to you in such a state. He said You tell me how could I tell her that I should no longer love her for no fault of hers. You tell me how could I deny our love, how could I tell her that she is so ill, how could I break her heart, when already she was so disturbed yesterday with the mere thought of losing me. Isn’t it better Meer if we are in it together. At least I will be with My Geet till eternity even if it means that I risk getting that virus. Because I don’t exist without my Jaan, this body has no meaning without my soul, my Geet.”

 

 

Geet broke down, falling on her knees she just couldn’t fathom what she had done… Oh God… she had accused him… her life… her soul… without even thinking once. Her heart knew he could never ever deceive her yet she just killed him today.

 

Meera (continued): It was because of his selfless love for you that he got infected. Even after that he made love to you because you wanted it and he knew you were improving and only he was at risk so he obliged. But since the day his health deteriorated more than yours, he didn’t even touch you and you… Oh God… how could you do this to him. You murdered his soul today, you snatched every ounce of life from him, you destroyed his very existence today, you crushed his heart and ruined him beyond repair.

 

Music played in the background as if pouring Maan’s heart out, each word depicting his selfless love, burning Geet’s heart and soul in remorse.

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IxS2IYEKRSQ&feature=related

 

mere dil ki duniya mein ah ke toh dekho

mere dil ki duniya mein ah ke toh dekho
tume zindgi ki haqeeqat mile ge

zara apni ankhe utha ke toh dekho
ihn ankho mein tum ko mohabat mile ge

mere dil ki duniya mein ah ke toh dekho

 

Geet cursed her existence that why was she even born, he loved her so much and in return she just destroyed him
tume naaz husno adha par hein
hume naaz apni wafa par bohat hein

tume naaz husno adha par hein
hume naaz apni wafa par bohat hein
hume naaz apni wafa par bohat hein

 

Oh God what blunder had she done. She questioned the only thing he was ever proud of his purity, his character, his morality, his faithfulness. She accused him of the worst possible crime which had shattered his soul. She kept weeping endlessly for the hideous mistake she had made.

mile ge hazaro zamaane mein tum ko
na jeh chataon ki inaeyat mile ge
mere dil ki duniya meina h ke toh dekho

barre shounk se tum ehne aazmaho
nikaale ge matlab jeh fir shod deh gaye

barre shounk se tum ehne aazmaho
nikaale ge matlab jeh fir shod deh gaye
Nikaale ge matlab jeh fir shod deh gaye

badalte hein chehre har ik naam par jeh
jaha ehse logo ki kasrat mile ge
mere dil ki duniya meina h ke toh dekho

He loved her selflessly and she was such a selfish, useless, rotten hearted, horrible person to have doubted his love. She had fallen in her own eyes today. He always protected her from everything, kept her secure and loved her beyond words but was she even worth an iota of it.
gawara nahi hein agar meri soorat
duva hein tume mein nazar he na ahu

gawara nahi hein agar meri soorat
duva hein tume mein nazar he na ahu
duva hein tume mein nazar he na ahu

chala jahu ga mein teri yaad leh ke
kaha pyar ki tum ko daulat mile ge
mere dil ki duniya mein ah ke toh dekho

Meera’s words echoed in her mind… He never even once doubted her… he just selflessly loved her and risked his all for her happiness… this was his divine love for her but she… she was such a worthless piece of shit… who kept stabbing his heart with her suspicion and dreadful accuses. She was howling uncontrollably at the gruesome blunder she had committed.
tume apne dil mein baseya hein mein ne
khata hein jeh meri . jehi juram mera

tume apne dil mein baseya hein mein ne
khata hein jeh meri . jehi juram mera
khata hein jeh meri jehi juram mera

jo chaho mohabat ki ab tum saza do
boht muhj ko is mein be rahat mile ge
mere dil ki duniya mein ah ke toh dekho

 

Her consciousness cursed her… the words as if tormenting her already guilty heart. Each word was pouring his selfless, pure, true, divine love burning her culpable soul drop by drop.

gume zindgi ka zehar peeh kar shayad
woh jis ke liye aaj hum mar rahe hein

gume zindgi ka zehar peeh kar shayad
woh jis ke liye aaj hum mar rahe hein
woh jis ke liye aaj hum mar rahe hein

bara khof tha meri urfat ko jin ko
meri maut ko uhn ko sohart mile ge
mere dil ki duniya mein ah ke toh dekho
tume zindgi ki haqeekat mile ge
mere dil ki duniya mein ah ke toh dekho

Yes he was truly dying today and all because of her baseless blames. She had ripped his heart out and torn it to pieces. She had thrown his soul into the dungeons of darkness where it was scorching today… wandering lifelessly not able to bear her distrust.

 

Geet (completely  breaking down weeping profusely hugging her knees… her voice meekly audible in between her sobs and hiccups): Meera… yeh… maine… kya… kar… diya… Mujhse… itna… bara… gunah… kaise… ho… gaya… Maine… Maan… ki… pavitrata… par… shak… kiya… Maine… unke… aseem… pyar… ko… gali… di… Mujhe… toh… narak… mein… bhi… jagah… nahi… milni… chariye… Maine… apne… jahareele… shaabdho… se… sab… kuch… tabah… kar… diya… Yeh… maine… kya… kar… diya… Please… mujhe… batao… mai… kya… karoon…(Meera… what… have… I… done. How… could… I… commit… such… a… horrendous… crime. I… doubted… Maan’s… purity. I… cursed… his… immense… love. I… don’t… deserve… a… place… even… in… hell. I… destroyed… everything… with… my… venom… laced… words. What… have… I… done. Please… tell… me… what… should… I… do…)

 

Meera (Though she was furious at her but she somehow controlled her anger): Though I don’t think I can ever pardon you for the way you ruined his soul today humiliating his selfless love but go ask for his forgiveness he might still be able to forgive.

 

To Be Continued…

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