Yeh Pyar Nahi Aasan – Part 5

Part 5

Maan was working in the garden when she reached. Even before she could voice herself he turned around as if his soul felt her presence as if his heart ached to see her tormented and guilty self.

 

 

Geet (hardly any audible whisper as her voice choked in her throat): Maan…

 

Maan (voice laden with worry seeing her devastated self while his eyes as if reflected her unsaid pain): Kya baat hai Geet? Why are you crying?

(What happened Geet? Why are you crying?)

 

Geet (she just couldn’t control herself any longer and fell on her knees seeking forgiveness): Please mujhe maaf kar do Maan, mujhe sach mei yeh andaza bhi nahi tha ki meri us ek kwaish ki wajah se you will have to suffer so much (she sobbed truly guilty for her wish, she hadn’t realize its gravity then)

(Please forgive me Maan, I truly didn’t realize that due to my one wish you will have to suffer so much)

 

Maan (lifting her up): Nahi Geet, isme tumhari koi bhi galti nahi hai, jo bhi kiya maine apne hosho hawas mei kiya, apni marzi se kiya toh phir iski zimedar tum kaise ho sakti ho. Geet mei nahi chahata ki tum is baat ke liye kabhi bhi apne aap ko doshi mehasoos karo, (Seeing her still numb he continued) yeh toh Babaji ki marzi thi. Please don’t blame yourself, you didn’t commit any mistake.

(No Geet, it was not your fault at all, whatever I did, I did consciously, being fully aware of the situation and consequences, with my own wish then how can you be responsible for it. Geet I don’t want you to blame yourself for this ever, (Seeing her still numb he continued) it was Babaji’s wish. Please don’t blame yourself, you didn’t commit any mistake.)

 

Finally his words provided her soul with the much needed solace and she calmed down. When someone called out for Maan.

 

Mr. Khanna: Maan beta idhar toh aana zara. (Maan beta, please come here)

 

Maan: Ji aaya. (to Geet) Mei toh bas yehi aasha karta hoon ki tum jaha bhi raho khush raho bas. (saying so he left from there)

(Ji coming. (to Geet) I only wish that wherever you stay, you stay happy. (saying so he left from there))

 

Geet was about to leave when Meera came to her.

 

Meera (mocking smile): Waise manana parega, apni rooh ko sakoon dene ka sabse aasan shortcut tumne doondh hi liye (Geet was surprised to hear her words) Aur nahi toh kya, you knew Maan Bhai would never ever blame you and so hence your guilty heart would so easily be forgiven (Geet was speechless) But if you really want to earn true forgiveness then you should undo the wrong that has happened because of you.

(Hmm I have to agree that you found the easiest shortcut to provide solace to your soul (Geet was surprised to hear her words) What else, you knew Maan Bhai would never ever blame you and so hence your guilty heart would so easily be forgiven (Geet was speechless) But if you really want to earn true forgiveness then you should undo the wrong that has happened because of you.)

 

Geet was sobbing in her room still trying to contemplate the truth and how his complete life had shattered thanks to her one wish and how stupid that wish now looked after Dev’s betrayal when Mrs. Handa entered her room with her super.

 

 

Rano (shocked to see her condition, she kept the tray down and sat next to Geet): Kya hua Beta… (What happened, Beta…)

 

Geet (she hid herself in her mother’s warm embrace hugging her by the waist as she lay her head in her lap): Maa, yadi unjane mei hum se koi bahut bara paap ho jaye toh… (she sobbed uncontrollably)

(Maa, if unknowingly we commit a huge sin then…)

 

Mrs. Handa (she knew something was truly amiss but she didn’t want to force Geet rather she wanted her to open up herself, ruffling her hair): Toh beta hume apni galti ka prayashit karna chahiye. Jiska humse bura hua hai usse hume maafi maagani chahiye.

(Then my child, we need to repent our sins. We should seek forgiveness from the person whom we have wronged)

 

Geet (faint whisper, as if to herself): Pa yadi woh insaan aapko doshi hi na mane toh… woh aap ke maafi maagane se pehele hi aap ko maaf kar de toh… phir aap kya karo (she paused before continuing) uski aakho mei aap ke liye koi nafrat koi ghrina… kuch na ho… chahe aap ne uska sab kuch kyon na cheen liya ho… usse toh aap se jaise koi shikayat hi nahi… usne toh jaise us zillat kohi apni zindagi maan liya ho… par aap ki aatma ka kya… aap ke zameer ka kya… uski nisawat aakho mei zaak kar toh jaise aapki rooh tarap utth thi hai, galini se bar jati hai… aapki aatma aap ko kachotti hai… (she hiccupped as she sobbed bitterly) yeh poori kayanat jaise cheek cheek kar mujhe uska doshi manti hai, usse barbadi ka zimedar karar karti hai… (she howled uncontrollably)

(But what if that person doesn’t even consider you a culprit… if he forgives you even before you can seek forgiveness… then what should you do (she paused before continuing) what if his eyes have no hatred no ill feelings for you… simply nothing… irrespective of the fact that you snatched his everything… he toh as if has no complaint from you… as if he has accepted that humiliation as his life… but what about your soul… what about your conscious… just by peeping into his selfless eyes you soul flinches with extreme pain, your soul fills up with remorse… your consciousness pricks you… (she hiccupped as she sobbed bitterly) it is as if this entire world is screaming declaring me his culprit… accusing me of ruining him… (she howled uncontrollably))

 

Rano (tears flowed from her eyes seeing her child dying of guilt): Toh phir meri bachi apni galti ko sudharne ki koshish kar (Geet looked up at her mother trying to understand her deep meaning) Kuch aisa kar ki uska dukh kuch kam ho sake… kuch aisa kar jisse ki woh phir se aabad ho sake…

(Then my child, try to correct your mistake (Geet looked up at her mother trying to understand her deep meaning) Do something so that his sorrow can be lessened… do something such that he can be happy once again…)

 

Geet got up completely determined to undo all wrong and correct everything come what may… she wiped her tears as her mother’s words echoed in her ears. Making up her mind Geet went to her dad.

 

Geet (her head bowed as silent tears rolled down her cheeks): Dad…

 

Mohinder (was astonished to see her broken state): Kya hua beta… (What happened beta)

 

 

Geet (sobbed as she continued): Mei Maan se kabhi pyaar nahi karti thi (he was surprised as to why was she touching her topic today after 3 months but seeing her devastated state he let it be) Mei Dev se pyaar karti thi magar shayad kisi ke sache pyaar ki itni bekadari karne ki saza mujhe mili, maine jisse sacha pyaar kiya usne sirf aur sirf mera istemal kiya… mere pyaar ke badale mei mujhe itna bada dokha diya… shayad yehi meri saza thi… Par shayad mujhe pyaar ka sahi mayna hi nahi pata tha… pyaar toh woh hai jo Maan ne mujse kiya… mere ek baar bas keh dene se usne meri hare k baat maan li, maani bhi kya… mujhe toh pata hi nahi chala ki usne meri khusi ke liye apna sab kuch daav pe laga diya aur toh aur mujhe uska aisas bhi nahi hone diya apne balidan ka… (She sobbed and sobbed more, Mr. Handa was stunned at the revelation) Maine usse bas kaha ki mujhe usse shaadi nahi karni aur kyunki usne mujhe is bandhan mei bandha hai toh wohi mujhe isse bahar nikale… yeh jante hue bhi ki mei usse pyaar nahi karti usne apne pyaar ke khatir meri yeh kwahish bhi poori kar diya… aur toh aur takhi meri izzat par koi daag na lage usne apni izzat ko daag daag kar diya (she howled as she fell on her knees feeling like a worthless piece of shit) koi kisi se itna pyaar kaise kar sakta hai woh bhi bina kisi swarth ke… yeh jante hue bhi ki uske pyaar ki koi kadar hi nahi hai…. reciprocation toh door ki baat hai… kaise koi apna sab kuch daaw par laga sakta hai (she completely broke down sobbing inconsolably)

(I never loved Maan (he was surprised as to why was she touching her topic today after 3 months but seeing her devastated state he let it be) I loved Dev but maybe because I abussed someone’s pure love so mercilessly that I got its punishment, the person whom I truly loved with all my heart just used me, I only got betrayal in respose to my love… maybe this was my punishment… But maybe I never realized the true essence of pure love… true selfless luv is what Maan did… just because I told him once he agreed to all my conditions, not only did he agree… i didn’t even come to know that just for my happiness he put his everything at stake and he didn’t even make his sacrifise obvious to me… (She sobbed and sobbed more, Mr. Handa was stunned at the revelation) I just told him that I didn’t wanna marry him and since I was in this relationship due to him he only had to make me come out of it… despite knowing that I didn’t love him, for his divine love he fulfilled even this wish of mine… and more over so that I don’t get blamed for it he ruined even his self-respect (she howled as she fell on her knees feeling like a worthless piece of shit) How can someone love someone so much, that too without any selfish interest… knowing that there was no value for his true love…. let alone any reciprocation… how can anyone sacrifise their everything (she completely broke down sobbing inconsolably))

 

Mr. Handa was completely speechless realizing what all had transpired that day… first he was furious at Geet but seeing her condition he mellowed down. Also he felt that somewhere he too was responsible for the whole ordeal as somewhere he felt he had failed as a father as his only daughter couldn’t even come and tell him that she was unhappy with the marriage he had fixed.

 

Mohinder (gently caressing her hair): Ab jo ho gaya so ho gaya… we can’t change the past, but we can surely repent for our sins and undo the wrong we did (Geet looked at his with hopeful eyes) Chalo, come with me we have to reunite a family which has been through hell due to our misdeeds, to bestow the lost dignity of the pure soul who has suffered so miserably at our hands, to seek forgiveness from the sister who was forced to accuse her divine brother of a sin so brutal that it would have shook her very soul to the limit of nightmares.

 

Mr. Handa took Geet along with him to the Khurana Mansion. Mr. and Mrs. Khurana were stunned to hear the revelation to say the least. Thought they felt relieved on the one hand that their son was innocent and pure but on the other hand their soul was burning in hell remembering all the atrocities they had bestowed on their divine child while one part of their heart accused Geet for the infinite sufferings of their Maan. But leaving all the said and unsaid feelings aside they simply rushed to Maan wanting desperately to absorb all his pain and to grant solace to his tortured soul.

 

As they reached the old age home, Mr. Khurana rushed to Maan’s room with Mrs. Khurana at his heels while Meera stayed a little behind peeping from the door truly relieved that soon her big bro would finally be free from all the filthy accusation as tears of happiness escaped her eyes while Geet stayed far behind as if just to witness their reunion and leave all this far behind.

 

Maan was cleaning his room when Mr. Khurana called him from behind…

 

Mr. Khurana (a meek whisper): Maan…

 

 

The cloth dropped from his hand hearing his father’s voice and time as if stood still as Maan slowly turned around and as soon as their eyes met, Maan knew that his father knew the entire truth, while on the one hand he was relieved that his family would finally be able to breathe free far away from the tortuous hell he had pushed them to but his soul still declared him responsible for their misery and sufferings and he simply dropped on his knees as tears of remorse overflowed his eyes truly repenting the agony he had caused his beloved family, his heart bleed at having destroyed his own family by his own hands.

 

 

Maan (choking with emotions): Bauji, please mujhe maaf kar dijiye… Maine aap sab ka bahut dil dukhaya hai…  Mei kitna khudgarz hoon ki apne pyaar ki pavitrata sabit karne ke liye maine aap sab ko dukho ke andero mei dhakel diya… Mei kitna busdil aur kamina hoon, kyunki mai apne pyaar ke saat joot mei bhi bewafai na kar saka mei apni behen ki zindagi nark bana di… (he sobbed bitterly as he desperately clung on to his father’s legs seeking forgiveness for his sins while Mr. Khurana shook his head how could be blame his beloved child after knowing the entire truth)

(Bauji, please forgive me… I have caused so much agony to you all…  I am so selfish that in order to prove my love I pushed you all into the dungeons of darkness… I am such a coward and cheap person that just because I couldn’t be unfaithful even in a lie I ruined my sister’s life…)

 

Mr. Khurana held his shoulders as he gently raised Maan just not able to absorb what all torture their noble child had undergone at their as well as destiny’s hands. Just not able to control his emotions Maan hugged him hard while Mr. Khurana tightly hugged his back wanting him to let go off all his bottled up emotions.

 

Mr. Khurana: Nahi mere bache, tera toh koi kasoor hi nahi tha… tune kuch bhi nahi kiya…

(No my child, it is not your fault, you didn’t do anything…)

 

Maan (but how was his soul to forgive himself): Nahi… mei…

 

Mr. Khurana (cutting him, how was he to see his innocent child suffer in hell): Nahi mere bache bas ab aur nahi… (he broke the hug shaking his head) (No my child, not anymore…)

 

 

Madhavi (as she wiped Maan’s tears): Bas ab aur nahi Maan, ab aur aasu nahi… jo hua woh Babaji ki marzi se hua usme tera koi bhi dosh nahi hai (and Maan simply hugged his mother wanting to let go of all his guilt but how was he to console his still remorseful and dying heart. His conscious cursed, accused and abussed his already guilty heart to have caused such unbearable agony to his beloved family. Despite his entire family being there his heart felt numb as his soul was still wandering in the dungeons of darkness as his heart burned in hell to have ruined his family so mercilessly)

(Not anymore Maan, no more tears… whatever happened, happened as per Babaji’s wish, it is not your fault)

 

While Meera and Mrs. Mehra looked on from the door as tears of happiness poured from their eyes that finally his soul will be able to find some solace, finally he would be free from all the burden, finally he would be able to smile once again…

 

While Geet silently slid away from the background, no longer having the guts to face her own accusing soul which blamed her for all his misery and she slowly slipped into the oblivion.

 

Precap: Maan’s guilt trip continues…

 

 

Note:
I know many are furious at Geet and hate her while some think it was Maan’s fault…

Maan’s luv for his Geet was truly selfless but alas he and his family really suffered…

Geet too is not at fault entirely she was lost in her own pain…

Sometimes we just don’t realize what we do in the spur of the moment blinded in luv…

finally we all are humans and hence flawed…

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Yeh Pyar Nahi Aasan – Part 4

Meera voice jolted Geet back to reality.

 

Geet (murmured totally lost): But I only asked him to break the marriage.

 

Meera (laughed at her): And pray could you highlight how did you intend for him to do that. (Geet was speechless as she tried to think of a way that could call off the wedding) What was he to say to your father that it was all a joke, that he no longer loved you… do you think your father is a fool to believe him when his eyes only ever reflected pure love for you, don’t you know he would have realized that it was you who asked him to break off. (Meera mocked her) Do you know what Maan Bhai said when I asked him “Nahi, nahi Meera, mei kabhi apne pyaar pe, apni Jaan pe, apni Geet par koi aach nahi aane de sakta. Already due to me she is suffering so much I can’t cause her more misery by making her a culprit in the eyes of her father”.

(“No, no Meera, I can never let any finger be pointed on my love, my life, my Geet.”)

 

Geet (murmured): Drinking…

 

Meera (shook her head): Do you seriously think that your father would have believed that a guy who was a complete teetotaler would start smoking or drinking over night. (Meera mocked her stupidity) Do you think he would have bought that… haan… that to for a guy who is truly perfect who has absolutely no vice what so ever, who is simply the best. Do you think anyone would have believed anything disgraceful about him unless it was the worst, can you think of anyone who wouldn’t have over looked a minor vice in a perfect soul. And more over your so called love Dev has all the vices on Earth, he is not only a drunk, a chain smoker but a flirt as well. Did you really think that if your dad would have broken Maan and you alliance on this pretext, he would have later married you off with Dev. (mocking smile) you know it was as if Maan Bhai’s perfection became his greatest mistake or shall I say his greatest sin.

 

Geet slowly felt the ground collapse beneath her feet yes Maan was truly perfect he was not only the best student, the best son, the best brother, the best friend but also extremely mature and his business skills left all speechless. His was such an enchanting personality that any person who came in contact with him even for a second was left mesmerized by his demeanor and could never ever forget him. Which father would even deny such an alliance and a small mistake is likely to be easily forgiven as the first mistake especially if pitted against any normal error prone person.

 

Meera (holding her collar): Do you have an idea what you had asked from him that day… Just because you couldn’t deny our father, just because you didn’t want to fall in his eyes, just because you couldn’t refuse for the marriage yourself, tumne Maan Bhai ko apni hi aakhon mai apno ka gunegar bana diya. (you made Maan Bhai a culprit of his loved ones in his own eyes) (Geet was speechless as that indeed was the truth… she didn’t have the guts to go against her father nor did she want to fall in her father’s eyes as she desperately wanted to marry Dev. She realized maybe for the first time that unconsciously she was indeed using Maan by making him break the marriage so that she could easily marry Dev because after that her father won’t be able to force her as the boy he had himself chosen would be flawed)

 

Tears rolled down Meera’s eyes as she recalled the dreadful night when Maan Bhai came to her.

 

FLASH BACK

 

 

Meera (totally stunned to see Maan in such a devastated state, his shoulders dropped, his bent head, tears welled up as his eyes spoke of some heart wrenching pain): Kya hua Maan Bhai (she asked, her voice laden with worry when to her horror Maan folded his hands)

(What happened Maan Bhai)

 

Maan (he couldn’t even meet his beloved sister’s eyes as his soul cursed him to be asking her for such a disgusting favor): Apne is khudgarj Bhai par ek eksan kar de meri behen. Mei janta hoon jo mai tujse mangane wala hoon waisa sochne ke liye hi meri rooh ko kabhi shanti nahi milagi, uske liye meri aatma pal pal tarpegi, yadi mera katra katra bhi baha diya jaye toh woh bhi kam hoga par mei kya karoon mere pyaar ko nibhane ka mere paas aur koi rasta bhi toh nahi hai.

(Please do a favor on this selfish brother of yours. I know that for the favor I am about to ask you for, just for thinking about such a sin my soul will never find solace, my sprit will suffer each second, even if I am made to bleed till the very last drop leaves my body it would be less, but what should I do I have no other way to prove and fulfill my love.)

 

Meera (totally stunned at his words, holding his hands as tears brimmed her eyes): Yeh aap kya keh rahe ho, mei janti hoon aap aisa kuch bhi kabhi bhi nahi kar sakte jisse mera kuch bhi nuksan ho. Aap apne aap ko aise kyun kos rahe ho, aap toh mera kabhi bura soch bhi nahi sakte, apne aap ko sambhaliye Bhai, mei aap ko is tarah toote hua nahi dekh sakte.

(What are you doing, I know that you never ever do anything that can harm me. Why are you cursing yourself like this, you can never even think ill about me, please control yourself Bhai, I can’t see you broken like this.)

 

 

Maan (his conscious mocked him that how much his sister believed in him and what he was about to ask her, he didn’t even deserved to be called a brother but still he somehow controlled himself): I destroyed Geet’s life, she loves someone else but because of me she is now bound to me. I can’t be selfish, I can’t break her heart, I can’t crush her soul, I will free her, I have to free her and I want your help Meera.

 

Meera: But how can I help you?

 

Maan (he almost choked at what he was about to ask his sister): You have to announce in front of the college that I tried to molest you.

 

Meera was way too stunned to even react, she felt like someone had punched her hard in her stomach, his voice echoed in her ears, he wanted her to accuse him, her brother, of molesting her, had he lost his mind… when to her utmost horror he fell on his knees begging her to ruin him but how could she…

 

Meera (she too dropped on her knees holding his folded hands as a tear rolled down her cheek): Nahi Bhai, yeh mujse nahi hoga. Mei aap par itna gira hua ilzam nahi laga sakti, aap koi aur wajah se yeh rishta tor dijiye.

(No Bhai, I can’t do this. I can’t accuse you for some so disgusting, please find some other way to break this marriage)

 

Maan (looking deep into her eyes): Tu hi bata aisa kaun sa karan ho sakta hai jisse mei yeh rishta tor sakoon aur meri Geet par koi aach nahi aaye…

(You only tell me what can be the reason due to which this alliance breaks off but my Geet doesn’t get blamed)

 

Meera: Why don’t you run away and not show up at the marriage day.

 

Maan (shocked): Nahi nahi Meera, mei aise usse chor kar nahi baag sakta… aise toh sab usse hi doshi maanege… aaj bhi humare samaj mei kisi larki ki shaadi aise tootne par larki ko hi doshi mante hai… I can’t ruin her more Meera, no way, it is much better that I die, that I rot in hell rather than make her suffer due to my love.

(No no Meera, I can leave her like this and run away… then all will blame her only… even today in our samaj if a girl’s marriage is broken like this, the girl is only blamed… I can’t ruin her more Meera, no way, it is much better that I die, that I rot in hell rather than make her suffer due to my love.)

 

Meera: Bhai how can you love her so much when she didn’t even once bother about your feelings.

 

Maan: Meera pyaar apne fayade ya nuksan ka mahutaj nahi hota. Jo pyaar mei apna fayada doondta hai usne toh phir kabhi pyaar kiya ki nahi, woh badnaseeb toh jaise kabhi pyaar ke mayane jaan hi nahi paya. Aur waise bhi mei Geet se beintehah muhabat karta hoon par yeh jaroori toh nahi ki woh bhi mujse pyaar kare. Mera pyaar itna swarti ya matlabi nahi hai ki mei apne pyaar ke liye ussi ki khusiya rondh do jisse me itna pyaar karta hoon. (Meera was speechless, his love was truly selfless and unconditional and Geet was a fool to have rejected such pure divine love. Tears rolled down his eyes as he continued) Please help me Meera, I can’t fall so low that I actually misbehave with a girl for her to accuse me neither can I trust anyone else with this secret what if they disclosed it then all would be lost… I can only trust you kiddo and once all realize that I can be so disgusting (his voice almost chocked as he continued in a faint whisper not even able to voice what he was about to be accused of) to have such sick intentions for my own sister who would like to give their daughter’s hand in mine (He paused trying to somehow compose himself) Other than taking my own life this is the only option I have left. Please Meera I beg of you, please (his words absolutely stunned her, she truly feared he might do something to himself in such a devastated state. When to her utmost horror he was about to touch her feet, she immediately stopped him completely taken aback at his broken state.)

(Meera love is not done for your own lose or gain. Those who search for their profits in love, they have never loved anyone, those unfortunate soul have never ever realized the depth of true love. And anyways, I love Geet from the bottom of my heart but it is not necessary that she also loves me. I love is not that mean and selfish that for my love I will ruin the happiness of the one I love beyond self)

 

 

Meera: Bhai, yeh aap kya kar rahe ho (she held his hands) Aapne soch bhi hai ki iske baad kya hoga.

(Bhai, what are you doing (she held his hands) Have you even thought what will happen after all this.)

 

Maan (gaining some strength as a ray of hope kindled that maybe his sister will help him prove his love, cupping her face):  Tu chinta mat kar, maine Yash (Meera and Yash loved each other) se baat kar li hai woh meri gair maujoodgi mei tera poora khayal rakhega aur tere upper koi bhi aach nahi aane dega. Also I will make sure that no one even dares to blame you, I will take up all of their accuses.

(You don’t worry, I have talked to Yash (Meera and Yash loved each other), he will not let any harm even touch you in my absence. Also I will make sure that no one even dares to blame you, I will take up all of their accuses.)

 

Meera (she just shook her head why was her brother so selfless, why did he only ever think about others. She looked deep within his eyes): Aur aapka kya (And what about you) (Maan lowered his eyes, not able to meet her gaze) Aap ka kya. (What about you) Your life, your career, your self-respect, your identity, your existence will be absolutely doomed after this, uska kya Bhai… (what about that Bhai…)

 

Maan (tried to be brave for his kid sister): Tu mei chinta mat kar, mei sab sahan kar loonga, par uski aakhe mujh uska kasoorwar mane yeh mei kabhi sahan nahi kar paoonga. I won’t be able to see her dying by the second due to my love. I can’t be the reason of her tears Meera, I love her from the bottom of my heart and I am ready to destroy my very existence from her one smile (tears rolled down her eyes, he simply loved her beyond self and not able to control herself any further Meera simply hugged her brother sobbing bitterly to be the reason of his destruction.)

(You don’t worry about me, I will bear it all, but her eyes holding me responsible for her destruction that I simply won’t be able to bear)

 

FLASH BACK ENDS

 

Geet fell on her knees just not able to contemplate the consequences of her one desire while tears rolled down her cheeks. She tried to compose herself but was not able to find any solace for her guilty soul and she immediately left for the old age home.

 

 

Note:
I know many are furious at Geet and hate her while some think it was Maan’s fault… So here is what I had in mind while writing… Maan’s fault was that he didn’t ask Geet alone instead proposed in front of all but in his defence he mistook their friendship for love, while Geet cudn’t deny at that time as she was shocked and her father accepted. Geet didn’t know how to deny the marriage as she had always been working on to somehow get Dev in her father’s good books (talk about love being blind, she over looked all her flaws) and she knew if she denied her father, he won’t agree and worse would never get her married to Maan, but if Maan broke up it was a different story altogether. She never realized the gravity of her wish while Maan just couldn’t deny his love’s only ever demand as he too felt somewhere he was responsible for the problem she was in and he just couldn’t find a way to break off yet not let the blame fall on her, hence he resorted to something his heart and soul cursed him for. While Meera tried her best to change his decision but was truly scared seeing his devastated state and feared he would kill himself if she didn’t agree… Hope I was able to explain my POV 

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Yeh Pyar Nahi Aasan Part 3

Here on the other hand Geet’s life had taken a complete u-turn in these past 3 months. Initially she was very happy with her boyfriend Dev but slowly his attitude towards her changed and a tear escaped her eyes as she recalled their last conversation.

 

FLASH BACK

 

Geet was really happy as she went to meet the love of her life, her Dev. As she entered his flat super excited she was a little surprised to see him roaming around in his boxers.

 

Geet (over looking his shabby condition in her excitement): Dev, I have convinced papa and he is ready to meet you. Come with me and ask for my hand, I am sure he will agree this time for sure.

 

Dev (faking excitement, trying to hide his nervousness): Wow that is so cool, you go and I will join you.

 

Geet: Arey yeh kya baat hoti hai, (Arey, what is this?) I gave you such a good news and you seem so disinterested (she said faking anger, then her mischievous self took over her and even before Dev could react she held his waist and pushed him till his bedroom) Come on get ready and we shall… (her voice got stuck in her mouth as she saw the scene in front of her… her eyes widened in shock to see a semi clad girl lying on his bed trying desperately to cover herself as she saw Geet. Ground as if collapsed under her feet as the fact drowned on Geet that Dev was cheating on her. Dev tried to speak something but anger rose in her veins as she turned towards her betrayer and slapped him right across his face. Gripping his collar) How could you Dev, how could you I trusted you so much and you didn’t even think once before betraying me (she was about the slap him again but Dev gripped her wrist. Till now he was somehow trying to control his nerve as he knew she was the golden hen but seeing his lip bleeding and that too at the hands of a mere girl he simply lost his cool and threw her down with force)

 

Dev (fumed in anger as his mouth spat hatred): You were nothing but a mere toy for me. Have you even looked at yourself you stupid beauty less bimbo (grabbing her hair and shaking her up even as she winced in pain) do you really think anyone could be blind enough to fall in love with a bitch like you. I was just using you for your dad’s contacts you brainless witch. (he slapped her right across her face and Geet felt as if her cheek would explode such was the impact of his blow. He then dragged her via her hair even as she screamed in pain and threw her out of his flat smashing the door on her face) Get lost you bitch.

 

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A noise in the canteen broke her thoughts.

 

Meera (seeing tears in the crocodile’s eyes she just couldn’t control herself today): So I see even witches cry these days, what a sorry sight and I thought that they only made us humans weep.

 

She said mockingly at Geet and it was then that Geet realized she had being crying the whole time remembering Dev’s betrayal. How much ever her brain told her that she should feel blessed to have gotten to know his real intentions, her heart wept at being shattered so mercilessly. Geet was in no mood to talk to anyone and just picked up her bag and was about to leave when Meera stopped her.

 

Meera (holding Geet’s wrist): Wait a minute madam, I am not done with you yet. (Meera said seeding in anger).

 

Geet (trying to free herself from her grip): Please leave me alone Meera, I don’t want to talk about anything right now I am just too heartbroken (even though Geet’s didn’t want to talk about her pain but somehow she couldn’t control her emotions as her eyes welled up once again)

 

Meera (laughed mockingly): I never knew that a blood sucking monster like you also had a heart. (Geet tried to pull out her hand from her grip, she knew she could have easily given back but she just didn’t have anything left in her soul after Dev’s betrayal) Waise you know what, acha hi hua (it’s good only) that Dev broke your heart and left you, now you might just realize how easy it is to break someone’s heart and how painful it is to be at the receiving end.

 

Geet (finally managed to free her wrist): Whose heart did I break (she asked in surprise)

 

Meera: Wooowww… so now you don’t even know whose noble heart you butchered so brutally, whose soul you stomped on so mercilessly that he is like a living corpse, whose life you destroyed so heartlessly that his divine soul is burning in remorse. (She held Geet’s shoulders shaking her up, shocked at Geet’s bewildered face as if she knew nothing) Now don’t pretend to be all innocent as if you know nothing. (Geet could only muster “Whom“) Maan…

 

Geet (shocked to say the least, as a thousand questions erupted in her mind): Maan, but when did I break that monster’s heart, did you forget it was that devil in disguise who despite claiming to be your brother molested you (she let out a ghostly laugh) in fact I was saved from that blood sucking vampire but only to be trapped in the hands of another (she laughed at her destiny)

 

Meera: Do you seriously think Maan could ever fall down so low (she asked Geet in disbelief while Geet felt her heart sinking was she actually implying what she said. Meera shook her head in amusement)You seriously didn’t realize what you asked from Maan Bhai that day or you are simply acting innocent because if you are then I must say you are the best actress.

 

FLASH BACK

It had been a couple of days since Maan had proposed Geet but they had hardly seen each other due to the project deadlines so when Maan received Geet’s SMS that she wanted to meet him, he was over the moon. He gently caressed his mobile screen… hayeee… his Jaan had messaged him to meet him and he toh was literally flying hayee… and such was his state all lost in his dreams when he reached the secluded area behind the cricket field where she had called him to meet.

 

But as soon as he reached there, ground as if collapsed beneath his feet to see tears in his Mishti’s eyes.

 

Maan (completely taken aback as his heart ached seeing her crying): Kya hua Geet (he tried to wipe her tears but she stopped him… Maan was shocked but as soon as their eyes meet his simply shattered to see her lovely hazels blaming him for her misery. His heart died a thousand deaths not able to bear those unsaid accuses) Please Geet kuch toh bolo, kya hua hai, tum aise kyun ro rahi ho, please Geet, your silence is killing me deep inside. (he tried to hold her shoulders but she jerked his hands away in extreme fury).

(What happened Geet?

Please Geet speak something, what happened, why are you crying like this, please Geet, your silence is killing me deep inside.)

 

Geet (anger completely over took her senses seeing her tormentor sympathize with her pain): Stop it Maan, just stop it. I am not going to fall in this drama of yours that you really care for me (Maan was totally stunned “drama“) Aur nahi toh kya I don’t want any false sympathy from you.

 

Maan (not understanding anything): You are not making any sense Geet (trying to hold her again) What is the matter Jaan.

 

Geet (jerking his hands): Bas karo apna yeh pyaar ka natak… ab bas bhi karo and don’t you dare touch me (Maan was too shocked to react) Kyun kuch samaj nahi aa raha hai ya phir anjaan banana ka natak kar rahe ho (seeing him still lost she continued) Tumne sab kuch barbaad kar diya apne dhong aur dikhawe mei.

(Stop it, stop your love drama… just stop it now and don’t you dare touch me (Maan was too shocked to react) Why you are not understanding anything or you are pretending to not understand anything (seeing him still lost she continued) you ruined everything in your pomp and show.)

 

Maan: Par maine aisa kya kiya… (But what did I do…)

 

Geet (completely losing her cool, gripping his collar): Kya kiya… Kya kiya tumne… tumne meri dosti ka galat matlab nikala aur uska fayada uthaya, mei tum se nahi Dev se pyaar karti hoon (her words pierced his loving heart, his Geet loved someone else) par nahi tumne toh poore college ke samane apni shaan dikhani thi na ki tum toh koi hero ho aur jo chao, jise chao usse bas hasil kar loge (her acidic words scorched his soul) Tumhari wajah se aaj mei apne pyaar se door hoon, kitni mushkil se maine papa ko samjaya tha par ab tumhari wajah se woh meri shaadi mere pyaar se kabhi nahi karwalenge… yeh sab sirf aur sirf tumhari wajah se hua hai (she shook him madly) Bolo maine tumhara kya bigara tha ki tumne meri zindagi is kadar barbaad kar di.

(What did you do… don’t you know what did you do… you misunderstood and took advantage of our friendship, I don’t love you, I love Dev (her words pierced his loving heart, his Geet loved someone else) but no you wanted to show off in front of the entire college that you are some kind of a hero and what you want, whoever you want you can just get (her acidic words scorched his soul) Because of you, today I am away from my love, I had explained to papa with so much difficulty but now due to you he will never marry me to my love… all this just because of you… only due to you (she shook him madly) Tell me what bad had I done to you that you ruined my life like this.)

 

Maan (his heart couldn’t bear her heart wrenching accuses): Par maine toh sirf aur airf tumse beintehah pyaar kiya hai. (But I toh have only ever loved you with all my heart)

 

Geet (mocked his love): Yeh kaisa pyaar hai jo ussi ko barbaad kar de jisse tum pyaar ka daava karte ho (her words pieced his heart making him weep blood, he only ever wanted to make her happy magar yeh anjane mei usse kya ho gaya, uski aatma se yeh bhooj bardash nahi ho raha tha hi usne apni hi Mishti ka hi dil tor diya. She held on to his collar as she broke down) Tumhe itna hi pyaar tha toh tumne mujse akele mai ek bar baat toh karni chahiye thi na (she controlled her emotions and accused him more) par nahi tum toh Maan Singh Khurana ho na… tumhe kyun kisi ki feeling ki parwa hogi tumne toh bas sab ke beech mei jakar yeh ailan kar diya… tumhe kya farak para, tumne toh sab paa liye khoya toh maine hai mera pyaar (Geet howled uncontrollably to have lost her love while tears poured out of Maan’s eyes as his soul screamed in unbearable agony just not able to bear her accuses, did his love really destroy her soul when he toh just wanted to love her with all his heart and soul. Geet had completely lost her nerve by now, shaking him up furiously) Tum mujse pyaar karne ka dawa karte ho na (Maan simply nodded his head wanting desperately to bare his heart to her with beats only for her) Toh kya kar sakte ho mere liye bolo (Maan without even thinking twice “kuch bhi“. Geet laughed at him mocking his love) Kuch bhi… kya kaha kuch bhi… toh phir apna pyaar sabit karke dikhao… yeh shaadi tor ke dikhao… (Maan was stunned… he was rendered completely speechless… what kind of test was this where he had to destroy his love to prove his love) Kyun ab kya hua… saap soong gaya tumhe… abhi toh bare bare dawe kar rahe the, ab kya hua… (she laughed at his empty promises turning around) Yeh sab pyaar vyaar joote hai, fareb hai…

(What kind of a love is this that destroys the very person whom you claim to love (her words pieced his heart making him weep blood, he only ever wanted to make her happy but unknowingly what had he done, his soul was not able to bear the burden that he broke his Mishti’s heart. She held on to his collar as she broke down) If you really loved me so much then you should have atleast talked to me once alone (she controlled her emotions and accused him more) but no you are the Maan Singh Khurana… why will you be bothered about anyone else’s feelings you just went and announced to everyone… how did it matter to you, you simply got everything, it was I who lost my love (Geet howled uncontrollably to have lost her love while tears poured out of Maan’s eyes as his soul screamed in unbearable agony just not able to bear her accuses, did his love really destroy her soul when he toh just wanted to love her with all his heart and soul. Geet had completely lost her nerve by now, shaking him up furiously) You claim to love me right (Maan simply nodded his head wanting desperately to bare his heart to her with beats only for her) Then what can you do for me, tell me (Maan without even thinking twice “Anything”. Geet laughed at him mocking his love) Anything… what did you say anything… then prove your love for me… break this marriage… (Maan was stunned… he was rendered completely speechless… what kind of test was this where he had to destroy his love to prove his love) Why, what happened now… cat caught your tongue… right now you were making such big big claims, then now what happened… (she laughed at his empty promises turning around) This love is just lies, all deceit…)

Maan (how could he not fulfill the only wish she had ever asked of him, how could he knowingly bind her to himself knowing it would only ruin her more, how could he be so selfish to destroy her love for himself… what if it meant that he had to kill his heart… what if it meant that he would die a brutal death every second… what if it meant that he had to destroy his very existence… what if it meant that he would be striped and he would lose even his self-respect): Wohi hoga jo tum chahogi.

(Whatever you want only that will happen)

 

Geet was stunned as she heard the dept and commitment in his voice and she turned around to look into his eyes and what she saw in the depth of those dark eyes gave her the jitters as if indicating that a storm was about to hit their lives but by the time she could even fathom what his eyes actually meant he simply turned and left but not before his heart pledged even his own life and soul in an attempt to free her forever.

 

FLASH BACK ENDS

Precap: Why Maan did what he did… 

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